The first time I did this trick was on the day I flunked 2nd grade, somewhere back in 1988. Yeah, was that bad that I flunked 2nd grade 🀣.Β  . Today I came in determined to do it again at 40 (almost 41), and I made it! πŸ€˜πŸ§‘🀘

They said dress to the job you want, so here I am. However, my profession is brand new, because as a kid I wanted to be: 🀝 the pope of my own Religion so I can pick a fight with the roman catholic church. 🎸 a rock star. 🎀 comedian. πŸ›Ή skateboarder. πŸ§˜β€β™‚οΈ monk. πŸ“š philosopher. πŸ’« comics writer. Now I got this creativity journal to enhance my creativity by pilgrim soul creative to use when you are high, so stay tuned.

School of rock the only school, after high school, that I attended longer than a year and a half. Next month I not only turn 41 but I will complete 2 years in the school of rock. The truth is I tried so many times to attended college, but it was too much noise in my head. I couldn’t concentrate, different than school of rock that quites mind and I can focus, therefore I am no longer the problem child. However, in the eyes of many I am insane oh well, who gives a shit? Because between depress and insane, I choose insanity. Rock and roll ain’t no noise pollution, no doubt about, should be actually called spiritual practice. However, it is a long way to the top if you wanna Rock and Roll, but if get the chance is all or nothing. Life lessons inspired by AC/DC and Pennywise.

Chapter 14: New moon, Piece of Mind.

All the way up to this past new moon I was adjusting a lot of things, because the truth is I was filled with judgments of heaven,Β  fear and shame. 3 simple bad energies but they are strong enough to keep you in the dark. I say this because the truth is my belief system (what I learned as truth – matrix) lied to me my entire life. It was echoing in my mind this over and over again, like this:

-Skateboarding is a crime.
-Rock and roll is evil.
-Marijuana is bad medicine.
-My sense of fashion was bad.
-My attitude was bad.
-My food choice were bad.
-My connection was spiritual practices were witchcraft.

Yeah I was naive and believed that until I was 40 years old. They were all my love, and my love was bad, but isn’t love the best medicine? For years, I was confused but in 2012 things started to change and got super intense in 2020 and I became aware of those energies stringes that held me back and how they affected me.

After this new moon and a thunderstruck moment (ah-ha moment) in therapy, I am finally feel ready. So, in honor of the 38 years of Iron maiden Piece of mind (there is a very special connection in my book with this album me and Luke) album release this day may 16th 1983, I can say I am ready to give the Roman Catholic ChurchΒ  a piece of my mind with Punkaste Witness, you know a bad religion to compete, and go on with my conspiracy of one with the Rock-it-ology Television, which is kind of a Blipi but Punk, teaching kids about skateboarding and rock and roll. I was already doing, but it’s much easier to do without fear, judments and shame. Meaning, out of the darkness and into the light where the energy flows intead of paralyzing you.

Punkaste, light honest and dignity with a sparkling of fuck you! I never wanted more than I could fit it my head. But this looks like a job for me, cause we need a little controversy, and I ready to go where eagles dare…

Punkaste,

Rirou

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