Episode 5: Conspiracy goals

Is not just because is a conspiracy, that we don’t have goals. I say we, because this conspiracy involves so much. I wasted 33 years of feeling shame, guilt, judgment and fear. It took me 3 innerchild revolutions to figure this out.

Now, I have so much creativity that I need to organize the band. Almost like Ironman training. In fact, now I have a schedule. Because if not the energy gets stuck. However, the more I do the more empowered I feel. So, here it is my conspiracy goals, after all, I am an ironman and I am my own super hero.

Versão brasileira Rirou da Lua.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

No more pills

This shorts I got back in 2019 after at the end of my 50 pounds weight lost. Yeah, I gain quite a bit of weight after I retired from racing Ironman and becoming a Dad.  

My last 2 years of racing I was getting burned out, and my health was declining. Part due to a vegan diet experience, other part from just the nature of the job. Training full time is not easy on the body. Anyways, with everything combined I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism in 2014.

Honestly, my diagnosis was a surprise because I really thought a vegan diet would make me healthier, but it was also a fire starter.  I always had this idea of health being about mind, body and soul, and I knew that I was not healthy. 

Fast forward to 2020 when covid-19 started I knew it I had to be at top shape with my health. Therefore I took a deep dive within to find the root of my trauma. Since, trauma is stored in the body, I thought: “accessing the root of my trauma will probably fix my Thyroid issues, because that’s where the trauma is stored in my body”. So, I did what I do best, followed my intuition and focus on the AIP (auto immune protocol, however I mainly did daily BBQs).

The thyroid is located at the throat chakra, and that was were my trauma was stuck. This chakra is related to self expression, therefore in order to heal my soul I needed to be as authentic as possible. That’s when this blog started to take shape, I wrote my book, and became a one man band with 2 YouTube channels. I also added some icing in the cake with a talk show, focus in talking about healing and music. And guess, what? I am off synthroid. It’s been already 3 months. Not only that, my therapist released me last week. Of course I schedule with her next month to discuss this, but boy, this is a big coincidence.

All I can say is, dreams can really guide you. It’s literally the story of my life. No more drugs! Again, weed is not a drug, I also use that for my soul, but not now. Soon.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

Versão brasileira, Rirou da Lua:

Episode 1: The dream is true.

My book is all about dreams. There are 2 dreams but I also have quite a few other dreams. Some are day dreams some are night dreams. During the writing process of my I came a cross with a lot of coincidences. Some of those come coincidences have to do with theories that I have never even heard before.

Having said that, I been having this idea of doing a solo sitcom about my spiritual theory. Which is my band, a one man band. A conspiracy of one. The band is where the character, Darth Rirou (me), feels finally whole and worth it.

After I finished writing my book I came acroos with the native American beliefs that dreams can guide a soul. And that we have 3 souls. When I started my music protect, I wanted a band as a trio, because I had 3 major crisis in life. Looking at how my life turned out, that is quite interesting.

Anyways, based on that I started my sitcom, which is basically the rehearsals of my 3 souls. Here is the first episode. Btw it’s all based on a true story. My book.

English.
Portuguese

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

Spiritual trauma

Spiritual trauma is real and yet very difficult to talk. I have been trying to do a conclusive video but it’s been hard. The words do NOT flow.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

Covid-19 vaccine hesitant (My Religious exempt)

According to Rock-it-ology Inc founded on halloween 2020, a rock band with a spiritual meaning; 1 in 10 people are highly intuitive.

According to Punkaste the book of revelations, that will be released halloween 2021 life is about following your dreams (day and night dreams) since they contain messages to your path in life.
Following the 1st command of the book of souls ( looking good naked) thou shall not be asshole with thyself, meaning one must follow their intuition.
I, Darth Rirou, have a strong intuition that I shouldn’t take the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time. For many reasons such as:

– Lack of trustful information: A game of blame and lies between authorities arising contrandictions, making a decision impossible to make at this point in time.

– Lack of health information: as a health coach the words diet, exercise, vitamin D was never brought up by the authorities.

– Lack of empathy from Religious authority: Pope Francis claimed those covid-19 vaccine hesitant had sucicidal tendencies, proving that even Religious authorities lie, making you question other authorities such as Bill Gates. As a nutritionist and reiki master someone that suggest synthetic meat is totally disconnected with the planet and personal health. According to Punkaste the book of revelations this is not the first time that a religious authority and a scientific authority were wrong. The china study in plant based diet considered the largest nutritional study is full of flaws that actually caused harm in my own personal health.

– Rock-it-ology Inc does not claim God, Jesus, Buddha, Allah, Krisna, Shiva, Jah, Lemmy or any other God will save you: Only you can be your own hero with personal responsibility.

– According to Punkaste the Book of Revelations and the book of Luke (Diarios de Luke Wygand) science is not a perfect rule of measure. 

– I am uncertain of ingredients of the covid-19 vaccine and their reactions in my body.

– As someone that deals with depression for many years I have seen my stress, anxiety and traumas become physical reactions. Therefore with an intuition so strong in not taking this vaccine for personal safety, just the thought of taking makes me physically vomit.

– This is a new technology even though FDA approved. FDA have also made many mistakes in the past. Just Pfizer have over 7 medications recalled in the past, that they were also FDA approved. FDA aslo approves corn syrup, canola oil and other ingredients known by science to be extremely harmful for humans.

– I am not an antivaxer, my wife took the moderna covid-19. In fact I am looking at studies of novavax, which apparently is a more traditional vaccine. However, it’s not approved yet and I have zero information. I am fully aware of the risk of not taking therefore in the mean time I am focus on staying healthy and taking supplements such as zinc, vitamin D and vitamin B3. Those have been mentioned in studies by science that they are helpful in lowering the impacts of the virus.

– As a former professional triathlete, that never took performance enhancing drugs to protect my health, I had opportunity from doctors but refused. As a Dad that don’t eat process foods to protect my health and set example to my kids. As a human being I will gratefully decline the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time.

Rock-it-ology INC, be the change you wish to see in the world. This is my Religious exempt and my religion is health (mind, body and soul) with a Rock and Roll attitude. In other words, in the world we live in and depending on the route you took in life is more than ok to be at least skeptical. Covid-19 vaccine mandatory it’s NOT inclusion, in fact, is discriminatory to highly sensitive and intuitive people like me.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

Here is a great episode of the NOT so fashion talk show:

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