I was thinking on how to market my book and since I like things real so I had the idea of doing live! There are few lives coming up with people made part of the story and/or subjects realted to the book! The lives will be either portuguese or English. Here is this week’s schedule.

I am Darth Rirou! The worst thing you can do with a kid is to ground him, instead of talking and listening to what he has to say.  Because the kid will most likely spend the whole time seeking ways to bring his hate in life. Many turns the hate inside and I was able to escape that with a lot of therapies, convetional and non conventional therapies. My trauma was existential and I was sent to a cold cell for 33 years. Yes all this time I was seeking is how bring my hate in life, using what Ironman thought me; which is how to use anger into achieve great things. Now is time to repeat what was echoing in my mind all this time, because I spent too much time inside of my head watching the abuser every move, like a falling angel. I never killed myself to save my soul, something I learned with rock and roll. Skateboarding and weed helped me reconnect with my soul. Now, I created a whole philosophy just to fight back. Yes, in this philosophy there is a prophecy, there are ritual, there are theories, and there is a method to the madness. I was never the hero and I  was just born to fight. Now I am ready to show you what I know all this time. You may say I am the devil, I wouldn’t say no. But here on the dark side, but hey on with the show! Finally recording my philosophy videos! Coming soon to Punkaste TV. 

Yesterday I received the book that have been waiting for: The secret history of Rock and Roll. . Right from the get go the book confirmed that my philosophical approach to life/spirituality is not crazy at ALL! . Needless to say that just feul my firepower (Judad Priest): “Aim for the target With laser and lights Releasing the trigger Puts victory in sight No time to pray or ask forgiveness Those blessed souls are now deceased There is no sense in this contrition With open arms we fight for peace”

Chapter 7: A heart full of Eddie

First, let me explain who is Eddie for those who are not Iron Maiden fan. Eddie is their mascot his first appearance was in February 1980. The reason I am saying that is because it connects with my work at Rock-it-ology. I actually just found this out as I write this blog today 3/11/21 at 23: 23 pm. Anyways, Eddie is the iron maiden famous mascot and the leader and bass player of this band is Stephen Pecy Harris known as Steve Harris, born on March March 12, 1956. So yeah today (the day I am posting this) is his birthday.

For many years I thought I didn’t have a hero because the truth is I was a shitty kid. I mean, I was not really into watching TV, or video games. I was more the kid that is into music, arts and being outdoors. Therefore, in general I didn’t have the “normal” heroes that most kids have. I mean, I did have Luke Skywalker as a hero, but for me was different because he was good in using the force. For some reason I always felt that the force was something real. Now, I know it is real, is something called energy, that I like to call life force. So, yeah Luke Skywalker is bad ass, especially in the return of the Jedi and that is why I suggested my son name as Luke Wygand, luckily my wife agreed.

Now, the rest of my heroes was all considered evil, or drugged addict well at least in my world. It’s a long story, so long that I am putting in a book. Chapter 9 of the book is when things started to change in my life and the music that changed it all was the Judgments of heaven from the X factor album. I will be honest; I don’t know much about Steve Harris at all. I am not that kind of fan that knows every single detail. I am more or the kind of fan that just wants to enjoy their music and rock it by: learning their songs in my studio, singing in the shower, rocking an air guitar/bass/drums either to my kids or solo. All I know is that I love their songs, and the bass is what really makes you feel the song.

That being said I feel that I have to acknowledge this guy as my #1 hero because the truth is, because of the song Judgments of Heaven from the X- Factor album that I am here today alive writing this blog. Therefore I want to wish Steve Harris a happy fucking birthday and a huge thank you for making my heart full of Eddie.

Punkaste,

Rirou

A lonely cry for help reaching out for help to anyone
A silent prayer to God to help you on your way
I’ve been depressed so long
It’s hard to remember when I was happy
I’ve felt like suicide a dozen times or more
But that’s the easy way, that’s the selfish way
The hardest part is to get on with your lifeYou’re searching in the dark
Clutching at straws to find a way
You take the Tarot cards
And throw them to the wind
Your question your beliefs, your inner thoughts
Your whole existence
And if there is a God then answer if you will
And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place
Tell me if I’ll ever rest in peaceIf you could live your life again
Would you change a thing
Or leave it all the same
If you had the chance again
Would you change a thing at all
When you look back at your past
Can you say that you are proud
Of what you’ve done
Are there times when you believe
That the right you thought was wrongAll of my life I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
All of my life now I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
Waiting for me
Waiting for me
Waiting for meAll of my life now I have believed
Judgement of Heaven awaits for me
All of my life now I have believed
Judgement of Heaven awaits for meAll of my life I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
All of my life now I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
Waiting for me
Waiting for me
Waiting for me

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