Tag: covid-19

Virus

Looking back in my life I realized I most of my decisions with my spirituality, or as you may call, leap of faith. It’s actually quite ironic, a metal head and a punk like me. Anyways, so many times in my life I felt alone, and the only option was to take a leap of faith. Well, as a sensitive man, I kind became really good with the punk force. That explains why I pick on Pope Francis, I mean we are seeing horrendous things our so called “authorities” are doing. Doesn’t matter which side, it’s a fucking mess, and Pope Francis as a religious authority is saying a lot of bullshit. The latest he criticized misinformation about the vaccines.

First of all, I am unvaccinated and I already said that loud and clear. When I put my experience combined with my intuition and my personal research on health the math does not match so I option out of the vaccine. And I know I am not alone on that. Therefore, I really question, does the Pope even know what it means to be sensitive. Not only that, be sensitive in the last 2 years? I guess not, because otherwise he would not be talking shit.

Second, I do think the vaccine might benefit some people I am not against the vaccine. I am pro choice. The weapon of choice. Now, back in 2020 when I had my first intuition to not take the vaccine, what first came into my head was my heart. I felt the energy really strong in that area, and now, for some coincidental reason we are seeing an increase in heart disease. Suddenly! At least some of the news and some doctors I follow on twitter are saying. Could be just a coincidence, could be fake news, however, I heard 2 cases from people close to me. Which that leads me to the fact that Pfizer (and others however share holders are the same anyways) have a huge history of medicine recalls and corruption.

Third, we are living a game of blame and lies and my question is, who can you really trust? Well, your intuition. That is the only way we can navigate in times like this. Having said that, I really question why Pope Francis would keep shaming, judging and condemning the unvaccinated. I am pretty sure this is not what Jesus would do. Also, what does the Pope knows about health? Is clear that does not know anything about soul. Maybe he sold for Pfizer.

Religion is a real virus in this planet, because in my philosophical studies, shaming, judgment, fear, and guilt are energies. Heavy energies, that when absorb weights your soul down leading your to depression. The big question is, why the Roman Catholic Church wants a depress world? Why are they afraid of people connecting to this light that is coming to earth? Does not make sense, as a religious authority I believe he would be happy when someone is connected, but what we see is the opposite. Same thing we the so called “health authorities” around the world. Might be safe to say that those authorities are the real virus in this world…

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

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“Own research”

The fact that I am covid-19 vaccine hesitant, there is one thing I always hear is: I can’t believe you are that kind of people. I find it hilarious because the shaming game doesn’t work with me anymore.

The best part is because people think that I am talking about a google research or a facebook search, when in fact, have nothing to do with it. It’s quite the opposite. In fact, their comments simply expose how judgmental and not inclusive they are. Which kind proves my point on my book, that people judge a book by its cover.

The lack of empathy is disturbing. Empathy, like love, is a curious thing because its starts from within. Anyways, Dr Beluga, my band therapist is back doing videos.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

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When two worlds collide

Last year I got so much shit from being unvaccinated. I mean, been called crazy was the nicest thing. The truth is, and I wrote in this blog before, I question if I am a genius or insane. Either way, my reason for being unvaccinated comes from experience. An experience the came from the battle of 18 ironmans in a search of understanding of a recurrent dream. Well, 2020 came along and that’s both worlds collided, the spiritual and physical, and I came to understand the recurrent dream.

Now, I know I don’t look like the kind of guy that is guided by the star, spirit or even dreams. Well, that is when things get hard because I am. It is what it is and it was not a problem until recently, when it came to covid-19 jab time. My intuition just gives me a big NO and society comes with the shame and blaming game. Sure, me a middle class Dad is the menace to society for trusting my intuition, something that guided me my entire life. Between that and the political game of blame and lies, of course I will trust my intuition more than any Bill Gates, Dr Faucci or Pope Francis.

Now if you care to take a look, read me like a book, and try to understand my insanity, you can. I tell my story raw, just like this blog, in my book Punkaste. Now, if you don’t care, is cool, just don’t be an asshole about it. And if you decide to be an asshole, it’s okay, I won’t be offended. It’s not going to be the first time and most likely not the last time I am labeled as crazy. It is what it is!

Now, in a world where major decisions are made in a handshake, and handshakes are nothing more than a subtle fuck you, I will stick to my intuition. I won’t sell my soul. We still have free will, right? or is all bull shit? Anyways, my book is out!

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

PS: You can read the first 3 chapters here.

English Version
Portuguese version for USA.
Portuguese version for Brasil.
Check this Post from December 2nd 2020
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Chapter 5: More human than human

Today,  01/20/2021 is actually the day of Saint Sebastiao, the patron of Rio de Janeiro, my birth place. At first I wanted to launch my book this day, but since I realized my story is way bigger than I thought, I needed more time to finish the book. Now the idea of this blog is actually to talk about spirituality, so I decided to use the date as my first post of 2021.

The crazy thing of all of this, is that after I decided to talk about my depression,  the opportunities of making my point started to showing up at my door.  I mean, from Leo the Great answer my tweet to reading an article where the Pope says that those who are skeptical about the vaccine are suicidal denial. You can read here.

If I am completely honest,  my set back started with what the Pope said, and here it is why. I am skeptical of this vaccine. I mean, people have all the rights in the world of being skeptical with this vaccine. I am not antivax or a conspiracy guy. I am just human! But to be fair, just in my life time alone I learned about bullshit science with the tabacco industry,  with the nutrition industry,  with supplements industry,  and even with some medicine industry. My kids are vaccined, I believe they work. But this one is different in so many ways, specially because every day there is something new to the virus (unless media lies about). I am not the only skeptical, I did a poll with a few of my followers and 100% said they don’t trust this vaccine either. I just want wait a bit and see more results, until I make my decision.  No, am I not suicidal denial,  I had those thoughts before because of what you antecessor Pope said. I don’t anymore,  but I can’t help the fact that I am a sensitive man. Yeah, I am sensitive like a witch, so God save the queen!

Let’s be totally fair here, we have a big mental health crisis. Now, come out and call people suicidal denial for being skeptical, it’s not super smart in a crisis, is it? I can even say is a bit judgmental.  I mean, have you even heard the other side of the story? I think I can prove why I am skeptical. Am I right? Am I wrong?  No one knows!  Because even one of my son’s doctors said “who knows, maybe in 10 years from now we will say, that was not a good idea.” Or maybe, just maybe a few of us. A very few of us do know about it, and then the game is not monopoly. The real game is hunger games.

Right or wrong I am human,  so I would appreciate less judgment and more respect in my belief.  See, the problem is you! And no I never get offended, I just might think you are an asshole, and you don’t fuck with my feelings. Not again, because my #1 rule in my house (mind, body and soul) is the story does not repeat itself. I broke the cycle!

I am more human than human.

My name is Rirou and I want to conquer the world.

Hey brother Christian with your high and mighty errand
Your actions speak so loud I can’t hear a word you’re saying
Hey sister bleeding heart with all of your compassion
Your labors soothe the hurt but can’t assuage temptation

Hey man of science with your perfect rules of measure
Can you improve this place with the data that you gather?
Hey mother mercy can your loins bear fruit forever?
Is your fecundity a trammel or a treasure?And I want to conquer the world
Give all the idiots a brand new religion
Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil
Promote equality in all of my decisions
With a quick wink of the eye
And a “God you must be joking”

Hey mister diplomat with your worldly aspirations
Did you see your children cry when you left them at the station?
Hey moral soldier you’ve got righteous proclamation
And precious tomes to fuel your pulpy conflagrations

And I want to conquer the world
Give all the idiots a brand new religion
Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil
Promote equality in all of my decisionsI want to conquer the world
Expose the culprits and feed them to the children
I’ll do away with air pollution and then I’ll save the whales
We’ll have peace on earth and global communion

I want to conquer the world
I want to conquer the world
I want to conquer the world
I want to conquer the world

Punkaste,

Rirou!

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