When I told my therapist about doing music I even said: I would be happy if 10 people listen, because for me is about the doing and the purpose behind. Nothing to do with money or fame. Today El Rock Punkarena hit 115 views, 6 likes and Rock-it-ology TV have 11 subscribers. That for me is success because I exceed my fears and traumas!

Chapter 15: Rock your heart out!

After those past few moons things really have shifted for me. It feels like I finally came into terms with my traumas and I completely shifted to a point that feels like a new life. Even my wife agrees, great sign of healing🀘🧑🀘.

This process was a huge step forward, and to be honest is like I am no longer caring a cross. The cross that I call fear, judgment, shame and guilt. With that happening I already had a purpose/meaning to do what I am doing, but now I was able to have clear goals like I haven’t had since my last ironman in 2016.

Truth is I already had the punk rock songs for kids idea and I was already doing, so I just needed to optimize (as you can see in the Mr Golden sun new video). Now I had the idea of doing covers, but I was not totally sure of what songs to do. I mean my list of favorite songs is huge and I was all over the place. Therefore once I went through this process, everything connected beautifully, so I thought what would be the equivalent of an rock and roll ironman?

AC/DC! Do full cover AC/DC songs, a one man band tribute to AC/DC would be the equivalent of a Rock and Roll Ironman for me. Besides I have a long story with AC/DC (my first album), my kids love it and Angus Young is by far my favorite guitar player in every way shape or form, specially his stage presence. Also, AC/DC is pure energy, something that can be totally related to Reiki.

So, let the practice begins and may the punk force be with me, after all; it’s a long way to the top if you wanna Rock and Roll. But what it matter is the journey, so I gonna rock my heart out!

Punkaste,

Rirou

Chapter 14: New moon, Piece of Mind.

All the way up to this past new moon I was adjusting a lot of things, because the truth is I was filled with judgments of heaven,Β  fear and shame. 3 simple bad energies but they are strong enough to keep you in the dark. I say this because the truth is my belief system (what I learned as truth – matrix) lied to me my entire life. It was echoing in my mind this over and over again, like this:

-Skateboarding is a crime.
-Rock and roll is evil.
-Marijuana is bad medicine.
-My sense of fashion was bad.
-My attitude was bad.
-My food choice were bad.
-My connection was spiritual practices were witchcraft.

Yeah I was naive and believed that until I was 40 years old. They were all my love, and my love was bad, but isn’t love the best medicine? For years, I was confused but in 2012 things started to change and got super intense in 2020 and I became aware of those energies stringes that held me back and how they affected me.

After this new moon and a thunderstruck moment (ah-ha moment) in therapy, I am finally feel ready. So, in honor of the 38 years of Iron maiden Piece of mind (there is a very special connection in my book with this album me and Luke) album release this day may 16th 1983, I can say I am ready to give the Roman Catholic ChurchΒ  a piece of my mind with Punkaste Witness, you know a bad religion to compete, and go on with my conspiracy of one with the Rock-it-ology Television, which is kind of a Blipi but Punk, teaching kids about skateboarding and rock and roll. I was already doing, but it’s much easier to do without fear, judments and shame. Meaning, out of the darkness and into the light where the energy flows intead of paralyzing you.

Punkaste, light honest and dignity with a sparkling of fuck you! I never wanted more than I could fit it my head. But this looks like a job for me, cause we need a little controversy, and I ready to go where eagles dare…

Punkaste,

Rirou

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