A philosophical band

Back in 2012 on my birthday, June 21st I received my first reiki session ever, which change my life forever. In fact, that day was the kick off of my way out of depression, that lead to founding this philosophical band in 2020: Rock-it-ology. With the launching of my first horrible cover, I feel safe enough to talk about the philosophy behind the band. Meaning the roots of this band against depression.

The difference between us, humans, and other animals is consciousness, which for me means we know we have a soul. Deep in the end we know. Or maybe we are alines to this planet. Either way, is just hard sometimes to stop and think about due to society fast life style. Religion also makes it hard because it sufocates us creating a fear of listening to our own soul (long story that I tell in my book Punkaste the book of revelations). When you combine both it becomes a perfect storm. After all, judgment blocks creativity, therefore how can we create a new world, (better hopefully) with so much judgment? Nearly impossible. I refer world as inner world, which reflects on the outer world. Reason why the first commandment of Rock-it-ology is thou shall not be an asshole with thyself.

Anyways, the great brazilian medium Chico Xavier in an interview once said that kids with special needs, they come back to finish learning what they need to learn from an interrupted past life. Interrupted life you meaning suicide or something similar. Having said that, Luke and I have a deep connection, and we can feel what each other are feeling. Not only that, but we often communicate telepathically and in astral travels. I mean, I could write a book just about those experiences. Anyways, in one of my experiences Luke told me: “if you wanna raise awareness for me, do it for depression”. This happened about 1 year before I watched the interview of Chico Xavier and 1 month after I joined school of rock.

I believe we choose our parents, and the truth is, Luke knew it about my story with depression from the womb, from our conversations. Not only our conversations, but also wife and I talks, because I had just went through one of my biggest crisis. I was doing a lot of therapy on that period and on the 3rd month of the pregnancy I decided to get a guitar. I wanted to get the guitar to learn how to play my favorite songs for him. Songs that guided me when I had nothing to hold on too. Songs that guided me when the only option I had was faith. Faith that I could find a solution other than suicide, after all an Iron maiden song thought me that sucicide was not the solution for my problems. Music helped me when all I had was a dream and following this dream was keeping me alive. Music that helped me choose following a dream over indirect suicide.

Well, I saw the signs, I heard the calling and when you hear the calling, you got to get it underway. One day listening to Shake your foundations by ac/dc with Luke the idea came up: A philosophical band. So I started working to become a one man band, but I must say it was not easy. I had a lot of fear, and fear leads to anger. Well, anger is an energy, so what I did with my anger was learn the drums. I mean, I was already learning the guitar after I finally moved on from my childhood trauma (caused by the roman catholic church); I played the bass in school for a bit, so I just needed the drums. But I was still afraid of being evil from my love for rock and roll. Fear inflicted by the Roman Catholic Church. Specially with the words of Pope Francis about the covid-19 vaccine back in 2021. A month later his statement I got the drums and used my anger to learn and finally became a one man band!

Rock-it-ology a philosophical band against depression. Oh, Pope Francis: FUCK YOU! Now, let’s ROCK! Subscribe to Punkaste TV and stay tuned for new songs and more horrible covers.

Do what you want, I know I did. Just remember, what you do in this life echoes in the eternity. And if you have no idea where to start, just listen to your dreams, the dreams of your heart.
Darth Rirou

Anyways, here we are.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

June 22, 2022 0

Episode 8: Rock your boat dance ritual – Air Guitar!

The birth of a dream, that is how this song feels. I remember the day I thought about this song, I have just arrived from coaching swim and my son Luke was doing physical therapy and he was listening to Row your boat. My first thought was, “that is not a workout song”, specially from someone that came with a purpose of overcoming something. Well, that is what it says in Luke’s birth astral map anyways. So, I did what every Dad would do, I switch the station, to Punk rock and metal.

After going around the world 4.25 times with more 171 000 km accumulated between training and racing ironman; I realized Luke needed some songs to workout, and motivate him to keep following his dreams. Not only Luke by kids in general. That is when I decided to make my running partner (my air guitar) into a real music. Yes, I did inumerous run listening to metal and punk playing my air guitar like a crazy person. What can I say, that was the best part of doing ironman.

Here it is, Episode 8: Rock your boat dance ritual – air guitar!

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

March 15, 2022 0

Episode 7: El rock punkrena dance

Episode 7 Rirou the Punk is fully transformed. This song was made specially for Pope Francis and Spanish. The truth is, working on my depression I came to find out that Rock and Roll is actually quite healing. Rock and Roll can in fact touch a soul in ways that we can never imagine.

Back in 2016 I became a reiki master and when I found out about the healing powers of rock and roll I didn’t think twice and started to do my own magic.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou

March 8, 2022 0

YouTube: The good, the bad and the ugly

The other day I came across this video about a reaction to the most spoken medicine on the planet right now. I watched out of curiosity, because the truth is there is nothing that will change my opinion about it since is based on intuition. And I won’t sell my soul, because in this world this is the only you can really lose is your soul. Meaning I won’t betray my intuition, because I have way too much proof that is the best way to live life.

Anyways, I still don’t know if he really got a reaction or not, but what I do know is that he got a lot of hate in the comments. Which made the video go viral hateful comments made the video go viral), and he is donating the profits of the video to charity, which is awesome. I didn’t read the comments on that video, I just watched and went straight to the second one where he tells about his reaction to haters. Apparently he got a lot of hate from the unvaccinated, which he claims, in the second video that their are uneducated based on how and what they wrote.

As I was watching the video a movie was passing by my mind, and kinda going back a few months ago, when I left Facebook for awhile. I left exactly becuase I got tired of the hateful comments because of my choice of being unvaccinated. I lost friends becuase of this, and even got shamed by Pope Francis. I made a video about it, but I took it down, because it felt like I was playing victim. ( However I wrote in this blog about it). Then, I just said fuck it I don’t need that kind of energy, and left Facebook for awhile, best thing ever. Anyways, as I continue the video, another movie pass by my mind was when he said uneducated, which I am. I mean, I tried college 3 times and it’s not for me, and I am glad I guit. I guit because I knew it that going that route I would end up killing myself. Therefore I made the choice or should I say the foolish choice, per society views (what I heard throughout my life), of being an athlete.

My point is, peole you migh have a PhD, or a master degree, college and all the education in world and still not be wise. There are people in the world that do follow the dreams of their heart, their intuition and they are very connected to their soul. Even if they don’t look like the “perfect people”. Or they don’t look like the type of people that do that kinda of choice. Society loves judging a book by its covers.

Anyways, it feels like there are a few people affected by this medicine because I came across another video. And seems like they are scared to talk, and that is a horrible feeling. I know for experience, and it’s a lonely dark place that I don’t wish for anyone. I believe in the weapon of choice, if those reactions are true, let’s hear their voice without judgment because Love and empathy starts from within.

Punkaste,

Darth Rirou