The birth of a dream, that is how this song feels. I remember the day I thought about this song, I have just arrived from coaching swim and my son Luke was doing physical therapy and he was listening to Row your boat. My first thought was, “that is not a workout song”, specially from someone that came with a purpose of overcoming something. Well, that is what it says in Luke’s birth astral map anyways. So, I did what every Dad would do, I switch the station, to Punk rock and metal.
After going around the world 4.25 times with more 171 000 km accumulated between training and racing ironman; I realized Luke needed some songs to workout, and motivate him to keep following his dreams. Not only Luke by kids in general. That is when I decided to make my running partner (my air guitar) into a real music. Yes, I did inumerous run listening to metal and punk playing my air guitar like a crazy person. What can I say, that was the best part of doing ironman.
Here it is, Episode 8: Rock your boat dance ritual – air guitar!
Episode 7 Rirou the Punk is fully transformed. This song was made specially for Pope Francis and Spanish. The truth is, working on my depression I came to find out that Rock and Roll is actually quite healing. Rock and Roll can in fact touch a soul in ways that we can never imagine.
Back in 2016 I became a reiki master and when I found out about the healing powers of rock and roll I didn’t think twice and started to do my own magic.
Is not just because is a conspiracy, that we don’t have goals. I say we, because this conspiracy involves so much. I wasted 33 years of feeling shame, guilt, judgment and fear. It took me 3 innerchild revolutions to figure this out.
Now, I have so much creativity that I need to organize the band. Almost like Ironman training. In fact, now I have a schedule. Because if not the energy gets stuck. However, the more I do the more empowered I feel. So, here it is my conspiracy goals, after all, I am an ironman and I am my own super hero.
Well, I said in my last post that my life js odd. My life is so odd because sometimes I think I am the only person in the planet that believes anger is a good thing. Well, maybe Johnny Rotten is right, anger an energy. I believe it is an energy and a good one. Don’t know about him, I recently got his book so we shall see. But I do believe is an energy and I believe is great if channelled properly.
I mean, I was here in my bean bag thinking: “man, writting a book and launching an album was so healing “. That’s when I realized I used all my anger into something beautiful. Because my book above all is a true love story. It’s raw, but it is. And my album, what can I say? Is what I truly wish is to you go follow your dreams. Just remember, it will be rock and roll.
Anyways, looking at my book and remembering the talk I had in my last podcast with Renata and Mateo. I realized, a lot was left out. I mean details of the battles of the ironmans. Those were golden years. Honestly, the internal battle of wanting to understand why I hated myself were intense. Good thing I like onions because it feel like onions, trauma have layers and layers and crying and crying until you get to the root.
I guess, I internalized my anger to not cry and I got numb, so numb that I couldn’t even feel myself. Well, like my first sponsor (my brother) said in the preface of my book, I choose brutally. I chose pain. That was my way out. I looked in the mirror and said ok, “don’t wanna say it, fine. We will fight like lions in a cage”. It felt like fight club 😁. Well, that’s how I found the root of the cause. It was too long to put in a song so I put in a book, however the first book because I think the details of the battles will be cool to be written.
Anyways, the best thing is that now I know how to feel up the cup in the soul level. You know that quote, right? You can’t pour from an empty cup. Now is like I am living lighter. Floating, instead of caring the world in my back. Sure is how it feels. I can see the difference in my entire life, I mean every body can. Well, spiritual trauma is that. It affects everything because the shit is deep. And the healing came from anger and picking a fight with the mirror. After all I didn’t look good naked.
Odd right? Maybe, I don’t know. Maybe there are way more people like me out there. Who knows. But I think is quite ironic the fact I am a reiki master and fan of anger. Anger is an energy and is a great one to initiate change. Helped me achieve dreams and overcome fears, and to find myself again. Feel whole and reconnect with my true self. There is no better feeling than feeling connected, and that feeling affects your surroundings.
Remember you can’t pour from an empty cup, and yes, today I do look good naked. Sure I look like Chewbacca but a feel like a twinkle twinkle little star. (I hope you are laughing as much as I am). I must say, save my soul with rock and roll and come back with a Philosophy based on anger it’s guite genius or insane. Who knows? Just, don’t mind the bollocks, but isn’t ironic?
According to Rock-it-ology Inc founded on halloween 2020, a rock band with a spiritual meaning; 1 in 10 people are highly intuitive.
According to Punkaste the book of revelations, that will be released halloween 2021 life is about following your dreams (day and night dreams) since they contain messages to your path in life. Following the 1st command of the book of souls ( looking good naked) thou shall not be asshole with thyself, meaning one must follow their intuition. I, Darth Rirou, have a strong intuition that I shouldn’t take the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time. For many reasons such as:
– Lack of trustful information: A game of blame and lies between authorities arising contrandictions, making a decision impossible to make at this point in time.
– Lack of health information: as a health coach the words diet, exercise, vitamin D was never brought up by the authorities.
– Lack of empathy from Religious authority: Pope Francis claimed those covid-19 vaccine hesitant had sucicidal tendencies, proving that even Religious authorities lie, making you question other authorities such as Bill Gates. As a nutritionist and reiki master someone that suggest synthetic meat is totally disconnected with the planet and personal health. According to Punkaste the book of revelations this is not the first time that a religious authority and a scientific authority were wrong. The china study in plant based diet considered the largest nutritional study is full of flaws that actually caused harm in my own personal health.
– Rock-it-ology Inc does not claim God, Jesus, Buddha, Allah, Krisna, Shiva, Jah, Lemmy or any other God will save you: Only you can be your own hero with personal responsibility.
– According to Punkaste the Book of Revelations and the book of Luke (Diarios de Luke Wygand) science is not a perfect rule of measure.
– I am uncertain of ingredients of the covid-19 vaccine and their reactions in my body.
– As someone that deals with depression for many years I have seen my stress, anxiety and traumas become physical reactions. Therefore with an intuition so strong in not taking this vaccine for personal safety, just the thought of taking makes me physically vomit.
– This is a new technology even though FDA approved. FDA have also made many mistakes in the past. Just Pfizer have over 7 medications recalled in the past, that they were also FDA approved. FDA aslo approves corn syrup, canola oil and other ingredients known by science to be extremely harmful for humans.
– I am not an antivaxer, my wife took the moderna covid-19. In fact I am looking at studies of novavax, which apparently is a more traditional vaccine. However, it’s not approved yet and I have zero information. I am fully aware of the risk of not taking therefore in the mean time I am focus on staying healthy and taking supplements such as zinc, vitamin D and vitamin B3. Those have been mentioned in studies by science that they are helpful in lowering the impacts of the virus.
– As a former professional triathlete, that never took performance enhancing drugs to protect my health, I had opportunity from doctors but refused. As a Dad that don’t eat process foods to protect my health and set example to my kids. As a human being I will gratefully decline the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time.
Rock-it-ology INC, be the change you wish to see in the world. This is my Religious exempt and my religion is health (mind, body and soul) with a Rock and Roll attitude. In other words, in the world we live in and depending on the route you took in life is more than ok to be at least skeptical. Covid-19 vaccine mandatory it’s NOT inclusion, in fact, is discriminatory to highly sensitive and intuitive people like me.
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
Here is a great episode of the NOT so fashion talk show:
I am Rirou the Punk! 