Anger is definitely an energy and a great one, capable of changing things. Anyways, here it is episode 3 of a conspiracy of one.
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
Episde 3: Anger is an energy
Episode 3: Twinkle Twinkle little star
A conspiracy of one Episode 3. I suggest watching until the end becuse in the end I speak seriously. Becuse in this episode we go in depth who is who in the band. The truth is everything is connected and have a meaning, that is why is more than a band, is a conspiracy. Anyways, here it is the English version:
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
Virus
Looking back in my life I realized I most of my decisions with my spirituality, or as you may call, leap of faith. It’s actually quite ironic, a metal head and a punk like me. Anyways, so many times in my life I felt alone, and the only option was to take a leap of faith. Well, as a sensitive man, I kind became really good with the punk force. That explains why I pick on Pope Francis, I mean we are seeing horrendous things our so called “authorities” are doing. Doesn’t matter which side, it’s a fucking mess, and Pope Francis as a religious authority is saying a lot of bullshit. The latest he criticized misinformation about the vaccines.
First of all, I am unvaccinated and I already said that loud and clear. When I put my experience combined with my intuition and my personal research on health the math does not match so I option out of the vaccine. And I know I am not alone on that. Therefore, I really question, does the Pope even know what it means to be sensitive. Not only that, be sensitive in the last 2 years? I guess not, because otherwise he would not be talking shit.
Second, I do think the vaccine might benefit some people I am not against the vaccine. I am pro choice. The weapon of choice. Now, back in 2020 when I had my first intuition to not take the vaccine, what first came into my head was my heart. I felt the energy really strong in that area, and now, for some coincidental reason we are seeing an increase in heart disease. Suddenly! At least some of the news and some doctors I follow on twitter are saying. Could be just a coincidence, could be fake news, however, I heard 2 cases from people close to me. Which that leads me to the fact that Pfizer (and others however share holders are the same anyways) have a huge history of medicine recalls and corruption.
Third, we are living a game of blame and lies and my question is, who can you really trust? Well, your intuition. That is the only way we can navigate in times like this. Having said that, I really question why Pope Francis would keep shaming, judging and condemning the unvaccinated. I am pretty sure this is not what Jesus would do. Also, what does the Pope knows about health? Is clear that does not know anything about soul. Maybe he sold for Pfizer.
Religion is a real virus in this planet, because in my philosophical studies, shaming, judgment, fear, and guilt are energies. Heavy energies, that when absorb weights your soul down leading your to depression. The big question is, why the Roman Catholic Church wants a depress world? Why are they afraid of people connecting to this light that is coming to earth? Does not make sense, as a religious authority I believe he would be happy when someone is connected, but what we see is the opposite. Same thing we the so called “health authorities” around the world. Might be safe to say that those authorities are the real virus in this world…
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
“Own research”
The fact that I am covid-19 vaccine hesitant, there is one thing I always hear is: I can’t believe you are that kind of people. I find it hilarious because the shaming game doesn’t work with me anymore.
The best part is because people think that I am talking about a google research or a facebook search, when in fact, have nothing to do with it. It’s quite the opposite. In fact, their comments simply expose how judgmental and not inclusive they are. Which kind proves my point on my book, that people judge a book by its cover.
The lack of empathy is disturbing. Empathy, like love, is a curious thing because its starts from within. Anyways, Dr Beluga, my band therapist is back doing videos.
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
No more pills
This shorts I got back in 2019 after at the end of my 50 pounds weight lost. Yeah, I gain quite a bit of weight after I retired from racing Ironman and becoming a Dad.
My last 2 years of racing I was getting burned out, and my health was declining. Part due to a vegan diet experience, other part from just the nature of the job. Training full time is not easy on the body. Anyways, with everything combined I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism in 2014.
Honestly, my diagnosis was a surprise because I really thought a vegan diet would make me healthier, but it was also a fire starter. I always had this idea of health being about mind, body and soul, and I knew that I was not healthy.
Fast forward to 2020 when covid-19 started I knew it I had to be at top shape with my health. Therefore I took a deep dive within to find the root of my trauma. Since, trauma is stored in the body, I thought: “accessing the root of my trauma will probably fix my Thyroid issues, because that’s where the trauma is stored in my body”. So, I did what I do best, followed my intuition and focus on the AIP (auto immune protocol, however I mainly did daily BBQs).
The thyroid is located at the throat chakra, and that was were my trauma was stuck. This chakra is related to self expression, therefore in order to heal my soul I needed to be as authentic as possible. That’s when this blog started to take shape, I wrote my book, and became a one man band with 2 YouTube channels. I also added some icing in the cake with a talk show, focus in talking about healing and music. And guess, what? I am off synthroid. It’s been already 3 months. Not only that, my therapist released me last week. Of course I schedule with her next month to discuss this, but boy, this is a big coincidence.
All I can say is, dreams can really guide you. It’s literally the story of my life. No more drugs! Again, weed is not a drug, I also use that for my soul, but not now. Soon.
Punkaste,
Darth Rirou
Versão brasileira, Rirou da Lua:
I am Rirou the Punk! 