The fact that I am covid-19 vaccine hesitant, there is one thing I always hear is: I can’t believe you are that kind of people. I find it hilarious because the shaming game doesn’t work with me anymore.
The best part is because people think that I am talking about a google research or a facebook search, when in fact, have nothing to do with it. It’s quite the opposite. In fact, their comments simply expose how judgmental and not inclusive they are. Which kind proves my point on my book, that people judge a book by its cover.
The lack of empathy is disturbing. Empathy, like love, is a curious thing because its starts from within. Anyways, Dr Beluga, my band therapist is back doing videos.
Last year I got so much shit from being unvaccinated. I mean, been called crazy was the nicest thing. The truth is, and I wrote in this blog before, I question if I am a genius or insane. Either way, my reason for being unvaccinated comes from experience. An experience the came from the battle of 18 ironmans in a search of understanding of a recurrent dream. Well, 2020 came along and that’s both worlds collided, the spiritual and physical, and I came to understand the recurrent dream.
Now, I know I don’t look like the kind of guy that is guided by the star, spirit or even dreams. Well, that is when things get hard because I am. It is what it is and it was not a problem until recently, when it came to covid-19 jab time. My intuition just gives me a big NO and society comes with the shame and blaming game. Sure, me a middle class Dad is the menace to society for trusting my intuition, something that guided me my entire life. Between that and the political game of blame and lies, of course I will trust my intuition more than any Bill Gates, Dr Faucci or Pope Francis.
Now if you care to take a look, read me like a book, and try to understand my insanity, you can. I tell my story raw, just like this blog, in my book Punkaste. Now, if you don’t care, is cool, just don’t be an asshole about it. And if you decide to be an asshole, it’s okay, I won’t be offended. It’s not going to be the first time and most likely not the last time I am labeled as crazy. It is what it is!
Now, in a world where major decisions are made in a handshake, and handshakes are nothing more than a subtle fuck you, I will stick to my intuition. I won’t sell my soul. We still have free will, right? or is all bull shit? Anyways, my book is out!
According to Rock-it-ology Inc founded on halloween 2020, a rock band with a spiritual meaning; 1 in 10 people are highly intuitive.
According to Punkaste the book of revelations, that will be released halloween 2021 life is about following your dreams (day and night dreams) since they contain messages to your path in life. Following the 1st command of the book of souls ( looking good naked) thou shall not be asshole with thyself, meaning one must follow their intuition. I, Darth Rirou, have a strong intuition that I shouldn’t take the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time. For many reasons such as:
– Lack of trustful information: A game of blame and lies between authorities arising contrandictions, making a decision impossible to make at this point in time.
– Lack of health information: as a health coach the words diet, exercise, vitamin D was never brought up by the authorities.
– Lack of empathy from Religious authority: Pope Francis claimed those covid-19 vaccine hesitant had sucicidal tendencies, proving that even Religious authorities lie, making you question other authorities such as Bill Gates. As a nutritionist and reiki master someone that suggest synthetic meat is totally disconnected with the planet and personal health. According to Punkaste the book of revelations this is not the first time that a religious authority and a scientific authority were wrong. The china study in plant based diet considered the largest nutritional study is full of flaws that actually caused harm in my own personal health.
– Rock-it-ology Inc does not claim God, Jesus, Buddha, Allah, Krisna, Shiva, Jah, Lemmy or any other God will save you: Only you can be your own hero with personal responsibility.
– According to Punkaste the Book of Revelations and the book of Luke (Diarios de Luke Wygand) science is not a perfect rule of measure.
– I am uncertain of ingredients of the covid-19 vaccine and their reactions in my body.
– As someone that deals with depression for many years I have seen my stress, anxiety and traumas become physical reactions. Therefore with an intuition so strong in not taking this vaccine for personal safety, just the thought of taking makes me physically vomit.
– This is a new technology even though FDA approved. FDA have also made many mistakes in the past. Just Pfizer have over 7 medications recalled in the past, that they were also FDA approved. FDA aslo approves corn syrup, canola oil and other ingredients known by science to be extremely harmful for humans.
– I am not an antivaxer, my wife took the moderna covid-19. In fact I am looking at studies of novavax, which apparently is a more traditional vaccine. However, it’s not approved yet and I have zero information. I am fully aware of the risk of not taking therefore in the mean time I am focus on staying healthy and taking supplements such as zinc, vitamin D and vitamin B3. Those have been mentioned in studies by science that they are helpful in lowering the impacts of the virus.
– As a former professional triathlete, that never took performance enhancing drugs to protect my health, I had opportunity from doctors but refused. As a Dad that don’t eat process foods to protect my health and set example to my kids. As a human being I will gratefully decline the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time.
Rock-it-ology INC, be the change you wish to see in the world. This is my Religious exempt and my religion is health (mind, body and soul) with a Rock and Roll attitude. In other words, in the world we live in and depending on the route you took in life is more than ok to be at least skeptical. Covid-19 vaccine mandatory it’s NOT inclusion, in fact, is discriminatory to highly sensitive and intuitive people like me.
Here is a great episode of the NOT so fashion talk show:
Today, 01/20/2021 is actually the day of Saint Sebastiao, the patron of Rio de Janeiro, my birth place. At first I wanted to launch my book this day, but since I realized my story is way bigger than I thought, I needed more time to finish the book. Now the idea of this blog is actually to talk about spirituality, so I decided to use the date as my first post of 2021.
The crazy thing of all of this, is that after I decided to talk about my depression, the opportunities of making my point started to showing up at my door. I mean, from Leo the Great answer my tweet to reading an article where the Pope says that those who are skeptical about the vaccine are suicidal denial. You can read here.
If I am completely honest, my set back started with what the Pope said, and here it is why. I am skeptical of this vaccine. I mean, people have all the rights in the world of being skeptical with this vaccine. I am not antivax or a conspiracy guy. I am just human! But to be fair, just in my life time alone I learned about bullshit science with the tabacco industry, with the nutrition industry, with supplements industry, and even with some medicine industry. My kids are vaccined, I believe they work. But this one is different in so many ways, specially because every day there is something new to the virus (unless media lies about). I am not the only skeptical, I did a poll with a few of my followers and 100% said they don’t trust this vaccine either. I just want wait a bit and see more results, until I make my decision. No, am I not suicidal denial, I had those thoughts before because of what you antecessor Pope said. I don’t anymore, but I can’t help the fact that I am a sensitive man. Yeah, I am sensitive like a witch, so God save the queen!
Let’s be totally fair here, we have a big mental health crisis. Now, come out and call people suicidal denial for being skeptical, it’s not super smart in a crisis, is it? I can even say is a bit judgmental. I mean, have you even heard the other side of the story? I think I can prove why I am skeptical. Am I right? Am I wrong? No one knows! Because even one of my son’s doctors said “who knows, maybe in 10 years from now we will say, that was not a good idea.” Or maybe, just maybe a few of us. A very few of us do know about it, and then the game is not monopoly. The real game is hunger games.
Right or wrong I am human, so I would appreciate less judgment and more respect in my belief. See, the problem is you! And no I never get offended, I just might think you are an asshole, and you don’t fuck with my feelings. Not again, because my #1 rule in my house (mind, body and soul) is the story does not repeat itself. I broke the cycle!
I am more human than human.
My name is Rirou and I want to conquer the world.
Hey brother Christian with your high and mighty errand Your actions speak so loud I can’t hear a word you’re saying Hey sister bleeding heart with all of your compassion Your labors soothe the hurt but can’t assuage temptation
Hey man of science with your perfect rules of measure Can you improve this place with the data that you gather? Hey mother mercy can your loins bear fruit forever? Is your fecundity a trammel or a treasure?And I want to conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil Promote equality in all of my decisions With a quick wink of the eye And a “God you must be joking”
Hey mister diplomat with your worldly aspirations Did you see your children cry when you left them at the station? Hey moral soldier you’ve got righteous proclamation And precious tomes to fuel your pulpy conflagrations
And I want to conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil Promote equality in all of my decisionsI want to conquer the world Expose the culprits and feed them to the children I’ll do away with air pollution and then I’ll save the whales We’ll have peace on earth and global communion
I want to conquer the world I want to conquer the world I want to conquer the world I want to conquer the world