Episde 3: Anger is an energy

Anger is definitely an energy and a great one, capable of changing things. Anyways, here it is episode 3 of a conspiracy of one.



Darth Rirou

No more pills

This shorts I got back in 2019 after at the end of my 50 pounds weight lost. Yeah, I gain quite a bit of weight after I retired from racing Ironman and becoming a Dad.  

My last 2 years of racing I was getting burned out, and my health was declining. Part due to a vegan diet experience, other part from just the nature of the job. Training full time is not easy on the body. Anyways, with everything combined I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism in 2014.

Honestly, my diagnosis was a surprise because I really thought a vegan diet would make me healthier, but it was also a fire starter.  I always had this idea of health being about mind, body and soul, and I knew that I was not healthy. 

Fast forward to 2020 when covid-19 started I knew it I had to be at top shape with my health. Therefore I took a deep dive within to find the root of my trauma. Since, trauma is stored in the body, I thought: “accessing the root of my trauma will probably fix my Thyroid issues, because that’s where the trauma is stored in my body”. So, I did what I do best, followed my intuition and focus on the AIP (auto immune protocol, however I mainly did daily BBQs).

The thyroid is located at the throat chakra, and that was were my trauma was stuck. This chakra is related to self expression, therefore in order to heal my soul I needed to be as authentic as possible. That’s when this blog started to take shape, I wrote my book, and became a one man band with 2 YouTube channels. I also added some icing in the cake with a talk show, focus in talking about healing and music. And guess, what? I am off synthroid. It’s been already 3 months. Not only that, my therapist released me last week. Of course I schedule with her next month to discuss this, but boy, this is a big coincidence.

All I can say is, dreams can really guide you. It’s literally the story of my life. No more drugs! Again, weed is not a drug, I also use that for my soul, but not now. Soon.


Darth Rirou

Versão brasileira, Rirou da Lua:

The irony of life

Today, in a rare moment I watched the Megyn Kelly show clip on YouTube got me thinking. Life can be so ironic sometimes.

Right before covid crisis hit us I was starting write my book and do my music protect. Writing my book has always being one of my dreams, but not any dream. A dream from my heart, because I always felt I had something to say, however what I share is complex and deep. At least for me because I can’t explain a highly intuitive person. Now, being that way was never a problem, besides the fact I hated myself for being highly intuitive, until 2020. In 2020 my intuition and my sensitivity went sky high, that I actually saw this whole shit coming. Intuition is one of the reasons I decided not to get vaccinated. Truth is, my life is odd and there is an odd chance of the vaccine having an odd side effect. We are know, we are just not talking about it. Also, as my therapist once said, your intuition have served you well.

Anyways, as former professional triathlete and coach, I can honestly say; that are other way of protecting from a virus. I live that, not only as an athlete but as a Dad. Even Dr Faucci would agree (at least before 2020) that diet, exercise, and sun exposure are the best ways to protect yourself from infectious disease. He said it before. Besides that are other doctors that would agree with that statement.

I understand that choose exercising, sun light, and diet (I mean, eat like you give a fuck), is hard. Not only that, because when your start doing all of this it will require to face yourself. Meaning your soul. That is very hard, I know from experience. Before even thinking about my first ironman, I was smoking 2 packs of cigarettes a day and 260 pounds. And severely depressed. I just hated myself, and to start changing it was hard as fuck. I know from experience.

My point is: we all have choices, and every choice will have an outcome. I guess, 3rd law of newton can be applied: every action have reaction, and both contains some risk. You have to admit, there are risk on both sides, therefore in the end we are talking about faith. Correct? I mean, you can be vaccinated and be healthy and get hit hard with corona virus or not. But also you can be unvaccinated and can get hit hard or not. Now, faith doesn’t mean necessarily faith in God, like most people think. Can easily be faith in yourself, and that’s where intuition comes in. And honestly I think is time to society accept that trusting your intuition and using as compass for life; it is, in fact, a way of living so certainly like science.

I know I am not alone in any of those examples that I mentioned above and yet, we have to see the president of France saying he wants to piss off the unvaccinated. We have to see Pope Francis, the leader of the Catholic church, shaming humans during the biggest mental health crisis in the world. And today we witness a professional athlete being banned from a competition for choosing not to be vaccinated.

Back in 2020 I said, this is an existential crisis becuse it hits us at the core, our health, and health is about mind body and soul. Based on our “leaders” we can clearly see that this is not a healthy society at all. Ironically the only way out of covid is going within.

Btw: where did the virus came from? Did Epstein kill himself?


Darth Rirou.

Covid-19 vaccine hesitant (My Religious exempt)

According to Rock-it-ology Inc founded on halloween 2020, a rock band with a spiritual meaning; 1 in 10 people are highly intuitive.

According to Punkaste the book of revelations, that will be released halloween 2021 life is about following your dreams (day and night dreams) since they contain messages to your path in life.
Following the 1st command of the book of souls ( looking good naked) thou shall not be asshole with thyself, meaning one must follow their intuition.
I, Darth Rirou, have a strong intuition that I shouldn’t take the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time. For many reasons such as:

– Lack of trustful information: A game of blame and lies between authorities arising contrandictions, making a decision impossible to make at this point in time.

– Lack of health information: as a health coach the words diet, exercise, vitamin D was never brought up by the authorities.

– Lack of empathy from Religious authority: Pope Francis claimed those covid-19 vaccine hesitant had sucicidal tendencies, proving that even Religious authorities lie, making you question other authorities such as Bill Gates. As a nutritionist and reiki master someone that suggest synthetic meat is totally disconnected with the planet and personal health. According to Punkaste the book of revelations this is not the first time that a religious authority and a scientific authority were wrong. The china study in plant based diet considered the largest nutritional study is full of flaws that actually caused harm in my own personal health.

– Rock-it-ology Inc does not claim God, Jesus, Buddha, Allah, Krisna, Shiva, Jah, Lemmy or any other God will save you: Only you can be your own hero with personal responsibility.

– According to Punkaste the Book of Revelations and the book of Luke (Diarios de Luke Wygand) science is not a perfect rule of measure. 

– I am uncertain of ingredients of the covid-19 vaccine and their reactions in my body.

– As someone that deals with depression for many years I have seen my stress, anxiety and traumas become physical reactions. Therefore with an intuition so strong in not taking this vaccine for personal safety, just the thought of taking makes me physically vomit.

– This is a new technology even though FDA approved. FDA have also made many mistakes in the past. Just Pfizer have over 7 medications recalled in the past, that they were also FDA approved. FDA aslo approves corn syrup, canola oil and other ingredients known by science to be extremely harmful for humans.

– I am not an antivaxer, my wife took the moderna covid-19. In fact I am looking at studies of novavax, which apparently is a more traditional vaccine. However, it’s not approved yet and I have zero information. I am fully aware of the risk of not taking therefore in the mean time I am focus on staying healthy and taking supplements such as zinc, vitamin D and vitamin B3. Those have been mentioned in studies by science that they are helpful in lowering the impacts of the virus.

– As a former professional triathlete, that never took performance enhancing drugs to protect my health, I had opportunity from doctors but refused. As a Dad that don’t eat process foods to protect my health and set example to my kids. As a human being I will gratefully decline the covid-19 vaccine at this moment in time.

Rock-it-ology INC, be the change you wish to see in the world. This is my Religious exempt and my religion is health (mind, body and soul) with a Rock and Roll attitude. In other words, in the world we live in and depending on the route you took in life is more than ok to be at least skeptical. Covid-19 vaccine mandatory it’s NOT inclusion, in fact, is discriminatory to highly sensitive and intuitive people like me.


Darth Rirou

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